Why am I trying to keep a blog when I do not have time for sanity or insanity.
When I reflect on the last few years, it almost seems unreal. As though what happened is somebody elses' reality and not mine. hmm what did happen? I reflect in awe. I have been through so much. From the death of one daughter to the birth of two more daughters. Everything is a blur-- Goodbye career and so called "friends". Hello new life.
I met a woman recently who was experiencing similar pregnancy related problems. Like me, she tried like hell to stay pregnant. Despite her best efforts. she went into labor early (about 26 weeks). Weighing in at 2lbs, her son's condition is stable. My heart broke. Time stopped as my whole situation flashed before me. I know what it feels like to do everything you could to save your baby's life but your body says NO. It just seems so unfair.
Life is unfair though right?
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