My lil lady is cranky today. boo. Despite her mood, I can make her laugh by playing By the Way by the Chili peppers. I wonder if she remembers me singing it to her in the NICU. Everyday as I drove to the hospital, I would suffer a panic attack. Fear- that something might be wrong. Again, there was no rhyme or reason.
I saw Nine Inch Nails with all my pregnancies except Lxa. She got to hear the NIN lullaby CD everyday in the NICU with songs like Head like a Hole, Sin, Wish and Piggy. Yes, I sang them all. There is something weird about hearing baby friendly Closer. She deserves to see a NIN show too.
At the last show in NJ, he actually played something I can never have.. For the past 17+ years, it has been one of my (and BFF's) favorite slow songs.
About Me
- Nicole
- After experiencing the loss of child and one pregnancy complication after another, my family is now complete. I am the mother of three beautiful children and one angel-Aria, my first punk rock girl. I resigned from a government job to raise my beautiful children. I love to bake and discovered that I have a talent. All cakes are made from scratch using the freshest ingredients possible. No box cakes or just add extract to powder for me.
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