Loss of life, love,,,,,,,

I am not an overly emotional person but this video causes me to tear up on bad days. I have experienced so much loss over the past few years. My daughter, my parents- really my whole childhood family. I sometimes think my mind should be added to the list of lost.



 I know that I have a wonderful husband, beautiful children and a few great friends, but it doesn't replace Aria, my Mom, my Dad, my Aunt and Nanna.  I keep busy so that I don't need to think, to feel.







The old people in this video just make me think of my Mom's final days and my Dad who was in denial trying to make everything all right until the end. The minute my Mom took her final breath my Dad just broke down. I feel like it was yesterday. The emotion is still raw.